Parallax

James Joyce

Parallax

MAY1994

A ratatating at the door. Soft, like a woman's curious knock. Is anyone home tonight. The lights are on and somebody is home. Not always. But i am. And she (if that is the gender) can hear the aural assault of Polly's discordant guitar. Go answer it.
- Yoohoo. Anybody there says the feminine voice from the other side of the door.
Definitely the fairer sex. Go answer it already. Keep her waiting she will go away. Alone again. Man on the hill. Tara.
Peek through dirty pane to the right of 'rubias ojos azules diablo' Evil spirits looking out keep the evil apes from looking in. Clever.
- Hello Tish. The deadbolt grating against its enclosure. Click snick snack snatch.
- I thought you would never answer says blues eyes looking in.
- Guess you can't hear much with that saucy English tart screaming guitar noise and bloodcurdling epitaphs of manhate.
Phallos fallacia. Omphalos. Men are from Mars. Women are from Venus. And i am from Sirius. No seriously sarcastic. A trait i share with blondhair maidenhead's excompanion. The politically irreverent Willyboy shakeless Rowden cubed.
Daisy Dukes on skater taut legs. Curves unconcealed considerably. Denim string strands straining to hide the supple lines of her walking. Tight knit pullover pulled over ample mammary glands. A hint of the cold outside peeping between the weave. She sits on floral print opposite the portal. Close it to keep out old man Winter's icy breath. Excuse yourself to brush the ivory gnashers. Give her time to accustom herself to the heaterless house. Small brown mountains straining towards the sky.
- Would you like some java. Just about to make a pot. Warm you on a blustery night like this. Be right back.
See her in the corner of my eye as i part the doorhanging from the doorframe. Warm air from the bedroom. Don't let her know we have heat. Orange Fluffcat pounces on her lap. Pussypussums purrs near pussywarmth. Purrfect.
Quick as lightning pour water into the pot into the Joe Dimagio. Where have you gone. Mrs. Robinson is calling from the bedroom. O! Joe. Spoon coffee from the icy can into paper cup in plastic strainer dripdrip. Back into the seventh plane of hell with you icecoffeecan. Norgedoor closes with a snapclick as refrigerator shakes and shudders with the force. Flick the switch.
Red light comes on. Ten seconds to launch. Malkuth...Yesod...Hod. Run to the pisser unzipping as i go. Willy wanker in my hod. Ammonia smell strong as stream goes splishsplashsplish. Bright yellow from vitaminnutrientsupplement. Drip drip shake zip.
Now for those dingy yellows. Seven...Six...Five. Squeeze the tube. Warm fingers around fleshmusclethrobbing. Creamy white coming out. Put it in your mouth. Swish swish but never swallow. Scrubswishspit. Gargle spit spit. Dry hands as last chord of banshee screamer's stringstrum fades away. Change the CD. New mood. Passion. Purrfect like pussywarm. Last Temptation of J. C..
Chesed...Binah...Chokmah. Last temptation of J. L.. Kether.
Gurgle of coffeemaker finishing. The china cups in the cupboard come tinkling down to feel the hot liquid spill brown on white.
- Cream and sugar horny host calls through the wall.
- Yes, please comes the strained reply.
A confection colored nearly as bright as her blond comes steaming into the room. Zero. The cipher. A womb with a view. We have lift off. The mountain peaks lift strainingly from the hills. Just the way i like them. Taunt. Teasing. Trembling a little, the cup passes to her waiting hand. - Just the way I like it says bored blondy as pussums peruses other paths.
- So what brings you so near the border of loopdom smalltalk sipping says.
- Mmm. That warms the heart says she thankfully. Just thought I would come and visit. You were at my place last and I hadn't seen you in a while. Lips parting to let soft pink tongue caress shining red lip.
- Seen rowdy lately? Everytime i call Penn answers and he is at the Coug. Inebriatus.
Mountains slowly wash to the seas as the warm liquid gushes gurgling down her gullet. Warmth from the inside radiating out along sinuous serpentine symmetries. Waves curving towards the shore. Cocca sacred plant of the Incas. Rich dark drink driving the great pump between those mountainous mammeries madly. Blood careening through artereyveincapillary. Pulsethrobpulse.
- No. Not really. With Natalie gone, everytime I am over there alone with him it becomes a sticky situation. If you know what I mean says she with slight nervous giggleglance.
Eye sparkle. Caught a mischievous look there. Who is the hunter and who the hunted? Always want something when it is no longer in circulation. Minute it gets free of the chains of bondage, turn tail and flee. Never understand that. Venus.
-When did you move this out here says slylook looking at grey bricolage.
-'Cyberclock'?! After the derelict and my sister moved out.
Another sipsultryslylook. This time holding the eyes. Window of the soul it is said. Open to let the heat out. In. Out. Softly slide sidle up to my side. Gooseflesh along exposed skin. The hills rise and fall. Rise.
-Don't you have a heater in here? Cold she sidled beside my side says. You're warm though nuzzling in to console my ribmissing self. The javaless cup descends to the floor freeing fingers to race through hairyhead. Helplessly helpful a second empty is set beside companioncup.
-Mmm. It has been so long since I had hairyhead tickle my thigh. Sigh. When is the she in we coming home slysubtleless says questioning.
-She is at work. We, me and thee have a few hours to ticklelicktaste. Broad smile careening carelessly confident say i.
Tight pullover pulled off as mountains seductively seek serendipitous heights. First there is a mountain. Then there is no mountain. Then there is. Fingers fumble on buttons unbuttoning. Zipzip go zippers in unison as daisy duke's and denims fall away frantically. Clothespile as skin soothes skin. Mountain flesh taught peakspeakingpeeked. Tongues tango tirelessly tasting together.
Pulsethrobpulse. The pump pushes precious lifefluid through chthonic corridors causing new life to spring. Pulsebeatpulse. Quickquickquickening. Warmthheathot. Liquid loosing lifejuice to juncture joint jubilantly. Flush rises on skin. Riseraisingrisen. The old god Priapus pulses perpendicular to penetrate.
-Whoa. Not so fast feverish female says. First and foremost find and finish former flight of fancy.
Flashback to first encounter with fingering feminine form. Curled clothesless in a corner of a cave. No doors disturbance definite. Same goosegirlflesh. Waving wallhanging hanging where door would be. Perverse petting inaplenty. Warm sighs signaling sensualsex. 'Cept she surveys simplistic separation from others sharing space. Worryworriedworrying. Would have been nice.
-What about the others? They will hear harks her. Same her but then not now.
Just about to workwillywaggle in when worrying wantonness whispers
-Wait. Can't.
-Can. Come on. Can't hear. Won't care.
-Won't. Would were there walldoor between with lock.
Wanting wasted would be wonderful with willy wet. Waitwaitingwaited.
-Whatever.
Same she 'cept now notthen. Thisthen there are no others to terrorize tender transgressions. Vertical layinglainlaid on notsowarm floor. Wantonness wiggles wonderfully warm into kneeling ansana astride. Knees near aural sensors. Noise like immersion in a pool of liquid. Water. Hydrogen squared oxygen capturedattackedattached. Life. Liffey. Anna Liffey. The gift which brings forth life. The tomb from which life worms wiggles within tonguetaste. Light at the end of the tunnel. Emergingemerge imigratepenetrate. Three squared thirty we spend banging on the door trying to get out. X-factor wants back in from the time testosterone transmitted via pituitary. Want back in so bad i can taste it. Taste it. Tender touch targeting lips. Lips to lips lightly lingering. lolling hairhead heavily on heavenly thighs.
- Mmm. How is it we have missed matching maneuvers for so long slightlyswaying suspended self says.
Can't talk with hair in my eyes. Lips to my mouth muscle. Muttering maybe.
- Hmmm. Hmmmmm. Hmmmmmmm. Hastening to honour Her who will be fulfilled
Working way round roundabout waiting to work on wayup. Wet work it wet. Wait. Pause. Perhaps putting posterior point perpendicular to personself would please Priapus' wand. Wait. Will she work within the wonders of wonders. Hexagram holy. David's duality. Determine if deviance desired.
- Would you do me the honour as well. Want willy worshipped will withhold wet workings.
Gives her the motivation my manipulative musing. Another cave comes to the fore. Small hillock guarding the entrance while just below a wonderful yawning crevice calls. Titans movedmouldedmaneuvered mountains. Lips glisten with wetness as tongue plays across the landscape. Fingersuck. Babysoftflesh held between pursed lips encircling entrance. Finger find first frontier for fledglings. Feel wamwetwetness wrapping around willy. Furiousfranticfeminine fondles sack of futureselves. Flatten hillock and hastily hover around hinterland hole. Quiver quickly runs along surface of lipflesh. Tighttighttightening as terrificallytremendous and triumphant tone escapes esophagus as spine of serpentself straightens. She silhouetted somewhat surrealistically in multicolored light. Screaming at the sky. Signals for the stars to hear.
- Ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhhaa.
Waitwaitingwaited. When wetness wraps roundagain resume rectal reconnaissance. Reduce revolving reaction regain momentum making for entrance exit.
Wolfwolf growl gently as shadow makes subtle shadeshift. Strident sexualsensuality so singularly sought selves don't senseseeshe as gateopencloses and leaves crackpopsnap. Slurpingsuckingsound solitary separation from exterior environment.
Same mouthtocry massively moving in updonwnup patterns pushes perilously close the eruptive nature in lifeloveliving. Kundalini serpent soars as selfseeks to separate self from seductivesaucyslavering. Om mani padhme hum. Jewel about to shatter and send slightly salty selves sweeping summitwise. Om mani padhme hum. Look at lotus lifewomb. Ommani padhmehum. The jewel is in the lotus. Ommanipadhmehum. Thejewelisinthelotus. OMMAINIPADHMEHUM.
She notshe slurpinglyservicing saunters slightly soused upstairs uncommonly close to couple coupling coming carelessly conjunct to copulating. Keys ringleajinglejing as they weave a weird dance towards door notdoor to which wantoness waited. Same space 'cept at side right. Walls and wantonwigglewaggle keeps keysound concealed from copulatecouple.
- Damnit Raoul didn't want to be wasted working way in wifenotwife whispers.
In the hole already if you will. Will. I will. Worked. Wait. What? Whispers whispering. Who? Quietly now. Clicksnick. Close door carefully. Could be company. Could. Car parked outside. Celica. Who? Closer.
Smell of coffee lingering in the air. Half pot still on. Redlightaglow. Reach bedroom through closelyclosed door. Stop. Listen. Nobody in the bedroom. Push door slightly ajar. No. Bed and room empty. Cold chased away as house's singular heater conveys created comfort careeningly towards top of room. Nonoise now. Maybe hearing things. Unbutton burdening coat and casually set it on bed. There. Hear it again. Sure of it now. Soft now slide seperationpartition aside to see. Spy sexual sight. Skin to skin. See ' How to succeed. And how to suck eggs.' Yinyang. Female wrapped around male wrapped around female. Face to genitals to face. Fear. Anger. Frustration.
Womanself inside wails and wails. Lone shewolf screams at sky. Why? Wait. What to say do. Curtain closed can't comprehend. Can't believe. Seesawshe. Look again. Lightly lift aside and see. She. Thintautthighs. Thinnerthanme. Tear yourself away or tear your heart out.
- Tisha she who wants to see who saw says silently to self.
Histongue mymantongue tickling that tramptwat. Take a second to calm beatbeatingbeaten heart. How could heshethey? Need to calm my pressure before the lid gets blown off. Do something anything. A drink just like Raoul's. Strongstiffsmirnoff. Slow the strident bloodpulsepressure. Stave off the pain. Passion playing. Prick.
- Remera es muerta.
Quietly closing door between bedroom and kitchen she who simmers silently slightly opens refrigerator to recover coldglassbottle of vodka. Vice. Turned to cabinets she pulls down largelargerlargest glass. Straightshottosubdue. Jiggertwothree. Justvodka. Fermented grainsmell strong. Sharp bite and wave of warmth works way down to knottiedtummy. Tummytightertoo. Exale alcohol fumes. Mix it this time. An ounceorten left of cranberry juice. Jiggertwotofour. Set lighternowbottle back in freezer compartment and retrieve mixer. Splashsplish as translucentclear changes to translucentred. Blood. Bitch. Bastard.
Slowslowingslowed she stumblesteps to see again.
Go to slow down or have to give alms to the porcelain idol. Greatpottygod Ralph.
Waves of waywarmwarmth work their way 'round.
- Whew. That seems to have done the trick traversing to seeagain says.
servicing hissex. He has half a finger flirtingly finding a way within while wetting with tonglipsmouth. Close it already. Shebody seductevlyskinny shapely. Seeshe shiver with servicedservicing sexclimax. Tight clench on thighbuttocks. Finger forced from inside. Turn away as twinge of jealousy greeneyedmonster fights for dominance.
Slowly set self down and sip cocktail. Cockinmouth. Fingerintail. Sipsip. Sip. Suckcuntsuck. Histonguehersex. Stop. Thoughts trying to force bloodpulsepressure higher. Think new thoughts. Think silence between thoughts. Think.
-She. Striving to thinknotthink of seduction separated only by curtain cloth says.
-She. Striving to thinknotthink of seduction separated only by curtain cloth says. Eyes closed tight against the light. The pain. Sipsipsipping she comes up like an apparition. Another she 'cept from anothertimeplace. Different circumstances divert deviant thoughts of deathdealing to other she. Warmwarmingwarmed. A windshield showing no motion. Girlflesh tingling from similar inebriated state. Hands move over warmfleshself. Heat from friction forces free hands to seek out source of sexual seduction. Hotheat. Buttons fumbled on by female hands as shirtthen and shirtnow simultaneously. Handsfingersfingertips draw across silk wrappings wrapping about subtlety secured breasts. Softfingers. Girlfingers. Thenandnow. Mouthtomymouth. Slowcircling not like boytongue speedily seeking sexual conquest. She who understands. Hands on buttons to seek uncovered girlflesh. Shewhois therenothere holds heaving chest to questing fingers. Warmwetwithin. Hands thennotnow seek moisture like a dowsing rod. Separate clothes from skin. Feel warmheathot. Buttonunbutton and polyesterpantspart from person.
- Angela. I call your memory to bring me selfloveloving says she suddenly forgetting shear emotional precipice previously perched upon. So soused she forgetsforgetting forgot as fingers feelandfind furred femininity finally.
Warmwet she works way in andaround womanpenis. Wait. Where is my mind.Then shethen felt firm female mammaries. Silkcoverscovering small brown nipples seeking to break free from restrainingrestraints. Recline. Mouthtomouth again. Shefingers finally fulfilling desire to disrobe. Softflesh flush against goosegirlflesh. Trembletrembling as toungedance turns to feverish pitch. Legs slide between legs as womanflesh meets womanflesh.
So intent upon shelove selflove she hearsnotnow movement of couple into couplingcopulation. Mind's ear only hears hermoans as herhormones race along heedlessly to heights unconquered. Warmmouth softmouth girlmouth moves from mouthembrace to mammery mammeries. Mouthself open gaspgaaspgasping for air. So hot here. There heat warm where womanflesh meets.
- Ooooooooo. Ooooooooooooo. Oooooooooooooooooooooooo open orifice offers.
Selfsame fingers nownotthen find furious fast female focus for climax.